
As our breathing closely intertwines in the darkness of the forbidden
I show you myself and every part of my soul that I’ve kept hidden
Your hands and lips lightly brushing against mine sends fire through my spirit
It would be a lie astray to try and say this moment isn’t what I wanted
You pull me in and I push you away for the chance of another day
Begging you to once again leave the room, silent pleas not to love me
Saving you from heart breaking damnation of poison dipped toxicity
You continue your stay and complicate me, in your heart you refuse to believe
Give it enough time, a few stings of insults, and a sprinkle of horrendous pride
The painful moments of distrust paired with silently awkward car rides
I am not to love and love has never been for someone like me
A pain in my side buried too deep, it could never comfort nor relieve
So, please…as I tell you between anxious whispers to save your heart and yourself
That anything too sweet and savory is terrible for your health
For once I choose to be the better person and put all else above me
Deep in the midnight’s clutches
Past all the longing stares and touches
Requesting you place aside all the lust you seek
Begging for you not to make a terrible mistake and love me….